This novel follows Lily Chen, a college student at Yale, who travels to Taiwan to study in an immersive, intensive language program in Taipei with other college students. The trip seems doomed to failure right from the start - Lily and her roommate have misjudged their living arrangements (the plumbing is unreliable, it is very small and cramped in the apartment, they don't like each other much), the program is way more rigorous than she thought it would be and she seems to be constantly burnt out from not being able to communicate in Chinese with the people that live in Taiwan. That doesn't stop her from really yearning and hoping that she will fit in someday due to her Chinese heritage. The novel is set in the city of Taiwan with its smells, food, cultural experiences and people.
I generally really enjoyed this novel and finished it fairly quickly. This wasn't a typical Kuang book (she also wrote Babel and Katabasis) and I thought that it was not only brave that she was exploring different genres but also that she generally did a good job. She was exploring themes related to coming of age, culture shock, shame at failing your heritage and being too American. The book seems to be almost completely introspective. Lily is experiencing things and we are witnessing her inner monologue as she experiences them. I really enjoy learning about people and so I enjoyed this - even though Lily wasn't always likeable (I don't think she was meant to me). Having said that, I was disappointed by the ending, which felt more like the middle of a chapter than an actual ending - although I very much related to the feeling of goodbyes with people that you have been immersed with for a while.
I generally thought that this was a very good first effort.





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