Tuesday, April 28, 2026

REVIEW Heartwood by Amity Gaige

 


I needed something a bit quicker and lighter after that last one and I've been wanting to read this one for a while, so I picked it up. This novel focuses on 42-year old Valerie Gillis, a nurse who has disappeared in Maine while hiking the Appalachian Trail a hot minute from finishing on Katahdin, and the gripping search and rescue operation run by Beverly, a dedicated Lieutenant with the Maine Game Wardens (think Fish and Game officer). Beverly was one of the first women hired by the Wardens and, I think, the first woman to become a Lt in the agency. She's dedicated and determined and has been known for finding even the most lost of the lost, but in conducting this search, all of her teams (including flyovers and dogs) have come up empty. It also focuses on 76 year old Lena, a wheelchair bound woman living in an assisted living community that has been estranged from her own daughter, a nurse, for years.From the start there was a sense of urgency that is a subtle undercurrent. Valerie has a limited amount of food and water and isn't a very experienced hiker, so she and the people searching for her know that she is on seemingly borrowed time. As each moment slips by, so do the chances of finding her alive. 

I loved this book. On many levels. I love books set in the wilderness and hiking, both of which are loves of mine.  I've been working on doing all of my 48 4000 footers in NH for years so any book where the wilderness or hiking or both are main characters are a natural draw for me. The way that the book is told - shifting between the perspectives of the three women - is one of my favorite methods of storytelling and is very effective here. The women talk a lot about the hardships that they have suffered that have contributed to who they are as the search goes on - Bev being the first woman (and a tall one at around six feet tall), Lena with the relationship with her daughter and being wheelchair bound and Valerie slowly starving. For me, this was very interesting - I love a good backstory. The relationships between the women and their moms or daughters is also a large character in this novel.

I loved Bev.  I thought that she was compelling and I found myself pulling for her throughout all stages of the novel. The characters were  compelling and the book moved at a very fast pace. I read it in about three days tops. It's a page turner for sure.  

Def give it a shot. 

Sunday, April 26, 2026

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I hope that everyone had a good week!  Still mending.,..but I think I'm on the mend.  The doctor said I'm not wheezing or have other weird noises coming from my lungs, which was decidedly NOT the case the last time that I was there so that's good.  Sleep, water and light walking for me until I'm better. I also now hate my inhalers but hey, they're necessary so whatever.  

My son has committed to UNH for college in the fall, so I'm starting to crochet a blanket with him in the school colors. I will hopefully have it done by then!

Please take some time to visit my Pangobooks store!

I'm currently reading Z: A Novel of Zelda Fitzgerald by Therese Anne Fowler and listenin to The Girls by Emma Cline. 

Friday, April 24, 2026

REVIEW Nobody's Girl by Virginia Giuffre

 


This posthumously published memoir presents us with a reckoning of trauma and sexual abuse that started when Ms. Giuffre was living with her father and ended with her being caught in one of the biggest sex trafficking rings that we are aware of - the one run by convicted pedophiles and traffickers Jeffrey Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell. Ms. Giuffre reportedly died by suicide just prior to the memoir being published. 

The first half of the memoir details Giuffre's sexual abuse, first at the hands of her father and a family friend, and then at the hands of Epstein and Maxwell, who she meets after fleeing from her home and becoming employed at Mar-a-Lago, of all places. TRIGGER WARNING: this part of the book is horrific and discusses sexual abuse, so tread with caution.

Giuffre is able to escape from Epstein and Maxwell. She marries, has three children and relocates to live in Australia with her husband, their family and his parents. But Epstein and Maxwell's acts are still an insidious part of her life, even as she has seemingly moved onto another life. Giuffre, to her credit, feels called to hold her abusers accountable for what they did to her and to hundreds of other CHILDREN by testifying in court cases, giving interviews and filing lawsuits. 

I was hesitant to read this book because of the content, frankly but I ended up drawn into the book. I read it in two days.  It is a compelling tale of a young woman who is calling out her abusers and how wealthy, powerful people consistently use their privilege to avoid compliance with the law and hurt the children around them. Undoubtedly, Giuffre is brave for the steps that she took in advocating for herself and other trafficking victims and in writing this memoir, but I can't help but wonder at what cost. While writing seems to have arced towards redemption, her death makes me question whether it was truly therapeutic and helpful for her. This shouldn't detract from you reading this memoir - it is an important and well written one, albeit a hard one to read at times.

Definitely read this, but make sure to take care of yourself at the same time. 

Wednesday, April 22, 2026

REVIEW: Last Night at the Telegraph Club by Malinda Lo

 


This was a really interesting and much more emotionally trying book then I realized it would be when I selected it, but I'm so glad that I did. 

The main character is Lily Hu, a 17 year old girl growing up in 1950's San Francisco Chinatown. She's trying to navigate her romantic feelings for classmate Kathleen Miller and the expectation that she be a good "Chinese girl." In the 1950's being a lesbian and Chinese made people targets of homophobia and discrimination based upon a fear of Communism. However, Lily seems to have found a haven at a lesbian bar called The Telegraph Club. This novel explores Lily's struggles in navigating her coming of age and her identity.

Lily was such an interesting and authentic character.  And boy does she have a lot going on. She has to hide a major part of her identity while also fearing that her family will be deported as a result of the Red Scare, which was in full swing at this time. I loved that she was willing to take realistic risks and the novel offers an intimate look into the lives of people that lived during this time.  The city of San Francisco also plays a large role in this novel and Lo does a tremendous job of situating us in the city itself. 

The relationship between Kathleen and Lily is also pretty realistic. They're both pretty hesitant at first even though its obvious that they are both queer and attracted to one another.  They don't know how to talk about what and how they're feeling because at the time there wasn't really any language to talk about that. 

Malinda Lo did extensive research before writing this novel and lists her sources. Definitely read the Author's note - it's at the end of the novel but I would recommend reading it first so that you can set the novel in it's appropriate historical context. 

LOVED this novel and would highly recommend. 

Sunday, April 19, 2026

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I'm still trying to kick this lung issue I have.  UGH, the flu really did a number on me.

I'm currently reading Nobody's Girl by Virginia Jiuffre and listening to Greenlights by Matthew McConaughey. 



Friday, April 17, 2026

REVIEW Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow

 


I would describe this novel as a unique take on a love story - but not romance - set in the world of video game design. It's about two childhood friends who become legendary game designers after attending college in Cambridge, MA in the late 90's. 

Sadie and Sam, the main characters, meet for the first time at 11 years old in the game room of a children's hospital in Los Angeles.  Sadie is there because her older sister has cancer and Sam is there because he was in a horrific and tragic car accident that crushed his leg. Almost silently, they bond over Super Mario Brothers, the game that Sam is playing when Sadie first encounters him. Because Sam has emotionally shut down - he hasn't really talked since he got there - the nurses are thrilled that Sadie has gotten him to come out of his shell and ask Sadie to keep visiting with him. Sadie's mother proposes that she use the hours towards her bat mitzvah community service requirement and so Sadie agrees, all the while sneakily getting the nurses to sign off on her hours, which they willingly do. WHile it is transactional, it's also genuine - Sadie is fond of Sam. The storyline spans over 30 years of Sadie and Sam's life and a continent as well, going from California, to college in Massachusetts and back and includes periods of estrangement and closeness. 

This is an intricate novel about male-female  friendship and stories - Sam and Sadie create elaborate video games with intricate stories as we read about their story.  I loved the development of the characters and the relationship between Sam and Sadie, which is also very much a character in the novel.  I also appreciated themes and discussions surrounding cultural appropriation (one of the games they create and develop is called Ichigo, based upon The Great Wave of Kanagawa and yet neither Sadie nor Sam are Japanese). 

I loved this book.  Add it to your library - it's well worth it. 

This book satisfied the Popsugar prompt of a platonic friendship between a guy and girl. 

Tuesday, April 14, 2026

REVIEW A Court of Silver Flames by Rebecca Maas

 


I needed to get in gear since there are a few new ACOTAR books coming in soon and now I'm up to date. This is the (so far) last book in the popular series by Sarah Maas that has been published and is one of, if not the, best in the series so far.

Nesta is one of the most self destructive and self-loathing characters I've ever met.  She has refused to live with the rest of the "family" (i.e. the inner circle), instead living in a filthy hovel, drinking herself into the ground every night and sleeping with whatever male seems to wander by.  Her self-hatred is through the roof.  She's a character that I thought honestly fitting of the "c" word - nasty all around but particularly to the people that love her and are trying to help her (her sisters in particular).  There were times that I have wanted to reach through the pages, grab her and tell her off. However, in this doorstop novel, I grew to have some more respect for Nesta (actually a great deal), although I cannot say that I like her (I have a hard time getting past the nastiness). She has some major trauma and guilt, both of which she became able to channel into helping other women around her, which really struck a cord with me. Nesta's transformation was quite believable.

The vast majority of this book was spent watching Nesta train with the other women.  That's fine, but be prepared, there are a lot.  I enjoyed the moments that she was working in the library better, but the other montages certainly didn't turn me off. The training, and also meditation, were used as ways to process trauma.  There is a lot about violence towards women in this novel so if that's an issue for you, I would stay away from it. 

I really enjoyed this novel - it's thought provoking and potentially healing, certainly empowering. I am excited to see what happens next and, even though I certainly don't like Nesta, enjoyed getting to see her evolve. 

REVIEW Heartwood by Amity Gaige

  I needed something a bit quicker and lighter after that last one and I've been wanting to read this one for a while, so I picked it up...